Hello dearest reader,
Last time I posted here, I wrote an Untitled post about how lost and out of place I felt, and the one before that was about feeling tired and wishing that something or someone came back.
Well, as you may have read, I wrote a late thank you note to someone just the other day and that was the first post of 2012. I spoke of how grateful I was of having met this person. And that’s exactly where I want to get to: a change that I feel that is coming.
No, I am not in love again (and you might have noticed that it has been over for some time now). I just finally feel that there is more to it than what I used to write. I can’t lie and say that I don’t want the fairy tale, or my happy ending for that matter, because I know I do want it. What changed – or should I say, what is changing - is how I am looking at things.
I have a feeling that 2012 is truly going to be a fantastic year (read: enduring but worthwhile). My life isn’t changing altogether just yet. To be honest, nothing actually happened that made my world go around a roller-coaster, nor am I in one. I feel that things are finally setting in. Everything around me starts to make a bit more sense in my mind – and, for that, I thank my friends and family.
I seem to be a bit more careful with my words and with what I feel. It’s not like I am opting to not feel things, that’s not it. I just try to have a hint of perspective when I am overwhelmed with something.
I feel that a change in me is happening. Call it “growing up” or whatever you like, but that’s what I feel. Fact is that I am learning new things from new people. Remember how people always say “Stop, Listen and Learn”? Well, I guess I have been and am doing it more often than I used to.
As I don’t want this post to be the kind of post you go bored and stop reading, I am going to stop here and wish you, even though it’s been 2 weeks since 2012 started, all the best in 2012.
Thank you for reading me.
DannSF
