I miss the simplicity of things.

I miss how yes always meant yes, and not “maybe” or even “no”.

I miss how things just fell into place like puzzle pieces and in an orderly manner; in a way that I could understand.

Nowadays, everything seems so messy, so confusing. Everything seems scrambled … but then, when I look into things, everything dissolves and disappears… and I am left wondering:

“What can possibly be wrong with me? Why do I feel so bothered with all this bunch of nothing?”

I wish it did’t hurt as much as it does.

I wish I didn’t have to feel this way.

I wish I was more in sync ad in control of things around me and about me.

I wish I could disappear and that no one would notice.

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